Sometimes when u look at yourself and the thoughts u tend to pen down in an instant change just in the the journey of logging in to ur blog and clicking 'write a new post' ...similarly I have a question, some answers and a typical statement - Okay let's start with the statement
When I think everything is fine, then I go paranoid . Then, i make sure my saturine self is satisfied with the powers she owns. But in all of the hassle the thing is , the love u have had and shall have has the biggest difference; what the future holds and is still putting in ur picture will make a difference if u forgive urself and move on from the past to more meaningful things in ur life. The worst emotion can just be bitter yearning and that all, nobody can better understand this . But the truth is, that particular time is still far away ...like it or not - U gotta wait at-least for the span u will work on ur self, improve, forgive and reach the budding stage.
The Physics Of Quest states that if ur ready to leave behind everything familiar and comforting and venture out in the wild to treat every experience and person u meet as a teacher to forlorn in the new existence of being ; is where u will find that nothing matters until u feed yourself enough, forgive urself to ur heart's content and then fall in love with a fresh start of sacrifice and tireless dedication , then is the time u pray and ask with a rightful mind .
slitting wrists are common things people often do when they're heart broken , why don't they try to love tirelessly , why don't they move on to better things or just bloody cry for a while.
My Question is , why have been who I've been ...could I not be a better person? what desire of transcendence drove me to a spiritual retreat, to even be upset , write about it or feel an emotion , I had to learn from The Physics Of Quest ...consistently !
The horrors I saw then, a pitiful parade of all my failings, my lies, my selfishness, jealousy,arrogance, I didn't blink from any of it, though it said " show me ur shame "" When I tried to invite these units of shame in my heart , they each hesitated at the door saying, ' No- u don't want me there ...don't u know what I did ?' and I would now say , " I do want u ,I do. Even ur welcome here , It's okay . U are forgiven . you're a part of me . U can rest now...it's over "
Pledge, no matter what...u must stay calm and beautiful , no matter how worse it is - it will work out. Just hold on to ur tears and not crib ; just hold on .
Because in the end of the day, bitter yearning, sulking and such wont change that laughing or giggling doesn't change the fact that u are happy or upset , u gotta do it all on ur own and learn that whatever happens , should work out for the best - least, u must try so .
Again, in the end , though , maybe we must all give up trying to pay back the people in this world who sustain our lives . In the end, maybe it's wiser to surrender before the miraculous scope of human generosity and just keep saying thank you , forever and sincerely , for as long as we have voices .
When I think everything is fine, then I go paranoid . Then, i make sure my saturine self is satisfied with the powers she owns. But in all of the hassle the thing is , the love u have had and shall have has the biggest difference; what the future holds and is still putting in ur picture will make a difference if u forgive urself and move on from the past to more meaningful things in ur life. The worst emotion can just be bitter yearning and that all, nobody can better understand this . But the truth is, that particular time is still far away ...like it or not - U gotta wait at-least for the span u will work on ur self, improve, forgive and reach the budding stage.
The Physics Of Quest states that if ur ready to leave behind everything familiar and comforting and venture out in the wild to treat every experience and person u meet as a teacher to forlorn in the new existence of being ; is where u will find that nothing matters until u feed yourself enough, forgive urself to ur heart's content and then fall in love with a fresh start of sacrifice and tireless dedication , then is the time u pray and ask with a rightful mind .
slitting wrists are common things people often do when they're heart broken , why don't they try to love tirelessly , why don't they move on to better things or just bloody cry for a while.
My Question is , why have been who I've been ...could I not be a better person? what desire of transcendence drove me to a spiritual retreat, to even be upset , write about it or feel an emotion , I had to learn from The Physics Of Quest ...consistently !
The horrors I saw then, a pitiful parade of all my failings, my lies, my selfishness, jealousy,arrogance, I didn't blink from any of it, though it said " show me ur shame "" When I tried to invite these units of shame in my heart , they each hesitated at the door saying, ' No- u don't want me there ...don't u know what I did ?' and I would now say , " I do want u ,I do. Even ur welcome here , It's okay . U are forgiven . you're a part of me . U can rest now...it's over "
Pledge, no matter what...u must stay calm and beautiful , no matter how worse it is - it will work out. Just hold on to ur tears and not crib ; just hold on .
Because in the end of the day, bitter yearning, sulking and such wont change that laughing or giggling doesn't change the fact that u are happy or upset , u gotta do it all on ur own and learn that whatever happens , should work out for the best - least, u must try so .
Again, in the end , though , maybe we must all give up trying to pay back the people in this world who sustain our lives . In the end, maybe it's wiser to surrender before the miraculous scope of human generosity and just keep saying thank you , forever and sincerely , for as long as we have voices .
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