I don't know what I'm here for but certainly unhappy . This sullen mood where I; the woman is always fighting and trembling to achieve what she owns , however, never praised .
So to solve this, let's see a short story .
There's a girl, beautiful and bright with sparks to enliven the whole room . She'd clinique's perfume; happy ( off my habit of characterising people with smells) . She grows into a depressed and alarmingly gorgeous person yet socially never accepted or have seeked attention .
the positives are : she's a fighter and never gives up until the air can't pass into her body to let her live . True to her traits, earthy, beautiful or say with an old head on young shoulders .
the negatives are : it just get's even more difficult to even describe what a mess she is . true to her traits - arrogant, traditionalist and sentimental
Neutrals : Since the time I remember to have seen this girl, she was in 3rd grade , there's were only 3 girls in her class and they were good friends and are until now to at least one of them .
Then came in the big city, new people and new mates which completely disturbed the balance of this girl and she was a social outcast who had seemed to build this shield that nobody will ever like her and she's a stupid arrogant female with nothing to be proud off . That phase of difficulty passed on too and then a new phase entered where a new country and a new institute welcomed her , all seemed so beautiful and settlement begun - happiness at last she thought .
Never be sure if u change places that u will change urself too abd the person who's been unhappy .
then came a day, regular gathering and party where a drunkard ripped off her clothes . Silence followed that moment and then was filed a case which in the end was a loose way of justice , the law as u know is nothing but a farce.
Several blackmails and heart rending events followed and yet there's this girl grown into a beautiful woman who only lives to believe that things will work out in the end . She's recieveing treatment and is trying to look forward to more than just what makes her want to die but does one thing change - will she be able to make anyone happy if she isn't?
She's breathes not alive, she's not in the process of breaking down but shattered so there it is a new beginning .
“Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely. Lonliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best thing you can do it know yourself... know what you want.”
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Janet Fitch
Thus, always remember that conflicts of adults originate from their childhood; solve the first ones and the rest is as it is . Karma doesn't let anyone escape itself as you read my post you wil eventually know that being a bitch is not a good idea .
"The karmic philosophy appeals to me on a metaphorical level because even in ones lifetime it's obvious how often we must repeat our same mistakes, banging our heads against the same ole addictions and compulsions, generating the same old miserable and often catastrophic consequences, until we can finally stop and fix it. This is the supreme lesson of karma ( and also of western psychology, by the way)- take care of the problem now, or else you'll just have to suffer again later when you screw everything up the next time. And that repetition of suffering-that's hell. Moving out of that endless repetition to a new level of understanding-there's where you'll find heaven."
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Elizabeth Gilbert
