Friday, 11 May 2018

A long story

Have you ever wondered why some people commit heinous crimes?

People often call such criminals weak, psychotic or even misguided but I think they must be great suffering for them to be this person or maybe just anger. So many people use samaritans these days and pretend to know nothing about it. It is a suicide prevention helpline.

Here is a story that will change your life forever. It's not got any grave impact but it changed someone's life forever...

It was a frighteningly rainy day in Barnsley (England) when Rayna Heckt arrived at her university's admission desk to finish her enrolment process. She got through with having herself photographed and getting her student pass for all of Yorkshire, she then proceeded to get a large Costa and bid her father goodbye for his flight back to South Africa. She was ecstatic, her eyes gleamed of happiness and hope. She was finally going to be close to the love of her life - Faizal Ibn Noor Nizami.

Rayna was raised across the world due to her father's transferable job but had settled for most part in Cape Town, SA. Life was good so far. High school had ended and she had begun to see Faizal Ibn Noor Nizami.

Noor was the noor of Rayna's life. It means he was her light, her spark and the source of her happiness. She would gladly give up anything for him. But little did she know what was yet to come for her.

Noor was a sinking ship. Raised as a mixed race Arab-Indian, he functioned on full throttle male dominated social system where, it was clear to him that he ruled the house of Nizami with his father. Nizami's could kill but never learn to take a woman's word of advice. Noor's father i.e. Dr. Hafiz Nizami was a violent government goon of a paediatrician who was accused of child trafficking and abuse and yet not proven in the courts. On the other hand, Noor's stepmother i.e. Mrs. Neelam Batoul Nizami was the key handler of the sex and child trafficking business but disguised as a housewife with creativity in managing money. The Nizami's were infamous for their notorious behaviours. The family ran a humble clinic for children and was politically well-connected.
Raised in an environment of domestic violence and emotional turmoil, Noor grew up to be a sociopath. Nobody cares but it's still true.

A year after Rayna's arrival to England, in the summer of 2010, she moved to Leeds with her then boyfriend Noor. They were in deep love but he never acknowledged her as his girlfriend to which she understood to be his cultural apprehensiveness. It was clear to most people he fucked her, he loved her so therefore it was relationship of a kind. And a lot of unprotected and careless fucking got Rayna pregnant in the fall of 2011.

From where she belonged i.e. a loving close knit family and rich parents, she knew that being a single parent was never going to be hard and, neither was abortion. But she was forbidden to tell her family about her illegitimate pregnancy with a knife under her throat until she chose diffrently.
Weeks passed and Noor began to become worried about his crazy girlfriend wanting to give birth to their child. Little did she know that Noor despised her, he wanted her to die.
The old root here was, Noor's father found out about his earlier girlfriend who gave birth secretly and then filed a case for child support money. Anger couldn't justify shame. Poor 18 year old Noor had to swallow his vexation.

  Rayna was a strong headed girl, she chose to keep her child and give it life. Nothing can come close to maternal protection at its peak. With the support of her two friends, she found to keep her baby safe from Noor's beating, his rape and his blind desire to kill what she bore.

Noor and Rayna's relationship was great until the sex was good and she was good. It began to stall in early 2011 when he first beat her blue and proceeded to rape her for her unwillingness to scum to his needs.
Rayna entered to surprise her beloved man on the night of his birthday 4th of January where she found him in bed with another woman. Broken, she asked her to leave politely and settled her drunk man to a cup of coffee. Angry Noor saw nothing but  disrupted sex, his anger built over the last few weeks for her low fat cooking and laziness to do any household chores. He took her bags and kept aside, took her coat and poured the hot coffee over head. He proceeded to fling her across the room with a tight slap and pushing her against the wall. She cried. He ripped her clothes one by one.
He tore her T-shirt from her work uniform and asked her to get rid of her pants. When she refused, he slapped her some more. He then took her bra out, cutting her creamy pale skin at the back from the hooks; and ripped out her knickers. There she was, naked. Her shoulders bent in fear. Her hands covering her breasts.
He went down on her. Her recently waxed genitals were cold from the sheer horror of what was happening. He began to lick her and bite her mercilessly. He then took his penis and shoved it in her while dialling his upstairs flatmate to join him. That night and every night after that had started to become horrifying.

She fell pregnant. He was horrified as though he were using contraception.

When the beating stopped working, he threatened to abandon her. When that didn't work he chose to kill her child.

In the week 19 of her pregnancy, he proposed to marry her and presented himself as a changed man. She agreed and thought he was in love with his child.
One day he convinced her that he would only marry her if she agreed to abort her 25 week old foetus, the wedding was 2 months away. She agreed to see a doctor for once and that trick turned out to be the worst of all kinds.
He had taken her to a private abortion clinic where the doctor told her that she needed some surgery for the benefit of her baby. She gladly agreed to undergo a small surgery through vaginal route.
She woke up to realise her child was gone. He had killed her innocent dear baby. A baby who had a 60% chance of survival if born then. Noor never turned up at the altar nor did he ever say anything as to why he is leaving.
He dropped her at her home in Barnsley and called her later month from Goa to end his relationship with her for being of loose character.
Noor left. Nothing was going to change that.

Rayna began to smoke. She smoked everything that would change her reality for a few hours. She began to party hard and date anyone who would tell her that her ex fiancé will see his fault and come back. She eventually was found unconscious in her school's IT room and was taken to the hospital where she was rehabilitated for 3 months. Soon after, her parents took her home and asked her what she wanted to do with her life. She responded she wanted to study more, even in that condition.
Rayna returned to England from SA to begin her doctoral program in oil and gas engineering. She topped her class and met her present day husband Dr. Aziz Ahmed. Aziz was a cardiologist who was attending his residency in the St. Luke's Hospital in Bedford under Dr. Strat, Rayna's treating physician for a weakened heart muscle.

Aziz fell in love with an afraid Rayna and asked her hand in marriage. He happily answered all her questions and heard her saga of unfathomable acts by her previous lover. Nothing moved this man's faith in his love for her.

The duo got married in a private ceremony in the Cannes witnessing the attendance of some of the most influential people in the world, later moving their home to Harrogate.
The couple were ecstatic to be expecting their first child in May 2016. Rayna couldn't believe her life would change this way. She felt whole again.

Until recently, she was ruthlessly found murdered by her ex lover, in her home with both her wrists slit and hanged to death. A note read =   this is what happens when you think you can move on, with love - Noor.




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