That's how we loved ?

A while ago, i was in love. Deep crazy rosy love. And then we meet, we talk , we kiss, we sleep...
One fine day - 'we are best friends , arent we? '
'yes we are' thinking, how can a guy and a girl be a couple if they aren't best friends.
" i don't know if i love u ? i dont know if i want u ? im ...omg i dont know "
" what do u want? u want me to go ? what is it?" said losing all the patience
' noooo, i love u but i'm not sure of u '
" dont worry , i'm with u. calm down....ur just scared. chill ;)" said she, scared yet assuring

i don't know if i can love again, u will go soon...like u say, ur not sure. maybe u won't. I dont know ! Im not sure if i'll love anybody else like I've loved u , but trust me ....I will love u if u stay ; Or else ....
as i write in my diary - i will wilt away, die ...slowly...painfully....with the same belief  that love hurts , breaks and u can never be happy in it ! it's leaves nothing but ruins !! 

if u stay- i promise a future u wont regret  and if u dont - well then u dont deserve me ....u need to be a man to deserve a woman like me .