Sometimes I sit by my window sill , glaring deep into my own eyes; it's like that of an urban meditation. It's a sound I hear from within, of screams, of agony, of faint smile, of sobbing, of expulsion...of rebellion !
The stare becomes intense, gradually it screams in my head and then I fall into a pitch of darkness, absorbtion of that emotion, the anguish- my soul melts into some flowing 'sitar' notes, some lava, some 'Gangaes' holiness , some flow from the 'Rewa' ...then my mind, body stay still and hop on to peace
Peace
PEACE...
peace ....what is this serene peaceful emotion tantalizing every mind's chords?
Maybe religon is the wisdom of great minds, maybe the education to serenity, maybe clamping your spine with thick feirce hot tongs and sitting with the farewell emotion of pain and silence'.
Look again into the mirror, what do u see? a disrupted aura; broken heart ; trembling body; reconciled in wrath, what do u figure out of those dark weary eyes, without ambition or peace; just disruption and silence .
Silence...
SILENCE..
silence..........
Shhuuusshh ..it said Silence again .
Do u ever see a happy chuckling woman full of life every single day after anything she's gone through, do u see the intense kohl she wears ; can u see beyond that , can u see her strength shattering into millions and miillions of tiny micro particles and she gathers them again and again; do u see her insanity behind her sane self ; do u feel her excruciating pain when u touch her ...do u feel any of those vibes from her body ?
Maybe u don't see or feel or hear any of the waves that pass much above ur normal sense, u may never even do so ; the reason being simple and abnoxious - because it is she right this moment and the next moment shall be you ; then after much disregard to her- u will suffer her deflected aura and beg and steal her help ; the funny thing is - she will step forward to help u and never leave u before u can support ur own mind.
Once again , question ur conscience if it allows u ; does a person need to be insane to prove they have suffered & need love, do u think u need to be harsh to them because ur time has been ur star and their's hasn't ? Does it allow u to poke urself with needles in all ur body ?i suppose not , then why must u be so ignorant ?
Think of it , atleast on human grounds !!
The stare becomes intense, gradually it screams in my head and then I fall into a pitch of darkness, absorbtion of that emotion, the anguish- my soul melts into some flowing 'sitar' notes, some lava, some 'Gangaes' holiness , some flow from the 'Rewa' ...then my mind, body stay still and hop on to peace
Peace
PEACE...
peace ....what is this serene peaceful emotion tantalizing every mind's chords?
Maybe religon is the wisdom of great minds, maybe the education to serenity, maybe clamping your spine with thick feirce hot tongs and sitting with the farewell emotion of pain and silence'.
Look again into the mirror, what do u see? a disrupted aura; broken heart ; trembling body; reconciled in wrath, what do u figure out of those dark weary eyes, without ambition or peace; just disruption and silence .
Silence...
SILENCE..
silence..........
Shhuuusshh ..it said Silence again .
Do u ever see a happy chuckling woman full of life every single day after anything she's gone through, do u see the intense kohl she wears ; can u see beyond that , can u see her strength shattering into millions and miillions of tiny micro particles and she gathers them again and again; do u see her insanity behind her sane self ; do u feel her excruciating pain when u touch her ...do u feel any of those vibes from her body ?
Maybe u don't see or feel or hear any of the waves that pass much above ur normal sense, u may never even do so ; the reason being simple and abnoxious - because it is she right this moment and the next moment shall be you ; then after much disregard to her- u will suffer her deflected aura and beg and steal her help ; the funny thing is - she will step forward to help u and never leave u before u can support ur own mind.
Once again , question ur conscience if it allows u ; does a person need to be insane to prove they have suffered & need love, do u think u need to be harsh to them because ur time has been ur star and their's hasn't ? Does it allow u to poke urself with needles in all ur body ?i suppose not , then why must u be so ignorant ?
Think of it , atleast on human grounds !!
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