Dark Room a silly childhood game; most of us, regardless of origin have played it once in a lifetime. In such a game, ur not afraid of darkness inside the room because u know there will be light soon.
However>>>
When a normal person is shut in a dark room without food or water and nothing around , the person does not come out to be a normal person again. Something's gone terribly wrong and something has definately gone missing - The person himself.
The worst suffering that could happen is when the person is snatched away from himself, the taking away of self being. Not home, not money or work but the loss of self being.
I think everybody deserves to be loved, i think I deserve to be love by 'him' yet only if I can live with all his conditions and be happy the way he keeps me- in poverty or luxuary , if I can support him no matter he's wrong , if I can devote myself 100% to him and if I can fight the world for him .>>>only then , when I've seen enugh hardship, I deserve to be loved truly . I now I love him truly, he doesn't ...I know I'm all loyal to him and I will just need his presence nothing else , his love not his success then I think he should know, I truly and with all my soul have loved and shall do till I breathe. When death comes, it doesn't inform u of it's coming , its not when u stop breathing and ur body has stopped all funcution but its when u have been tattered with the absence of their love and warmth.
I believe - my family is my 'astitva' but he's why I want to live and he is only the 'why' I would want to devote myself to a lot of things.
However>>>
When a normal person is shut in a dark room without food or water and nothing around , the person does not come out to be a normal person again. Something's gone terribly wrong and something has definately gone missing - The person himself.
The worst suffering that could happen is when the person is snatched away from himself, the taking away of self being. Not home, not money or work but the loss of self being.
I think everybody deserves to be loved, i think I deserve to be love by 'him' yet only if I can live with all his conditions and be happy the way he keeps me- in poverty or luxuary , if I can support him no matter he's wrong , if I can devote myself 100% to him and if I can fight the world for him .>>>only then , when I've seen enugh hardship, I deserve to be loved truly . I now I love him truly, he doesn't ...I know I'm all loyal to him and I will just need his presence nothing else , his love not his success then I think he should know, I truly and with all my soul have loved and shall do till I breathe. When death comes, it doesn't inform u of it's coming , its not when u stop breathing and ur body has stopped all funcution but its when u have been tattered with the absence of their love and warmth.
I believe - my family is my 'astitva' but he's why I want to live and he is only the 'why' I would want to devote myself to a lot of things.
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