It's not my fault if I'm not your perfect girl; myhair does never stay in place; i mis-spell most words without the spell check tool; Im pretty clumsey; I have got my heart broken manier times and still I can love u; I dont have many friends, those I do have always back stabbed me; my vocab sucks; my writing sucks;Im not all that pretty skinny and intelligent; I like watching two and a half men; I wish my parents didn't think that xbox or ipad was waste of money; I wish I had a sleek body with pin straight hair yet; there are days when nothing goes right and I have an ugly fight; there are days when I miss u and u dont believe me; there are times when I take a step back and fall on my face; I crib about tiny things; I run behind useless things and get hurt; I try to make up; I try to do well in all tests and exams yet I cant help it if I dont deserve to be happy and if u think that I dont deserve to be happy - and these thoughts are similar. I just can fall on my knees, pray till they hurt and just ask for another day to pass as quickly as it can , so I turn old quickly and die quickly ...without having to face more of my fears and shedding anymore tears . For now, I cant , just can deal with myself anymore.
u'll pay a price for losing what could be yours, you'll pay a price for having what is urs and still u'll want to pay for what u dont have .
your indifference will kill me, it'll take me away from you because Im not your perfect female...I cant make u love me like ur first one , I cant make anything go right, Im not even there....Deapite so many challenges, I try my best to make things work and run back to you.
And on the other end, ur moving on..back to where u started...And I realize - After all , I'm just an option over the first one .
who was I ? I was nothing !
I needn't be missed, needn't be loved, needn't feel secure....the least deserving person to love.
Be it family, friends or him ....Who was I to anybody ?
I was
NOBODY !!!
*>>>>>*
u'll pay a price for losing what could be yours, you'll pay a price for having what is urs and still u'll want to pay for what u dont have .
your indifference will kill me, it'll take me away from you because Im not your perfect female...I cant make u love me like ur first one , I cant make anything go right, Im not even there....Deapite so many challenges, I try my best to make things work and run back to you.
And on the other end, ur moving on..back to where u started...And I realize - After all , I'm just an option over the first one .
who was I ? I was nothing !
I needn't be missed, needn't be loved, needn't feel secure....the least deserving person to love.
Be it family, friends or him ....Who was I to anybody ?
I was
NOBODY !!!
*>>>>>*
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