Zzzz....

Sleep... !!!
I need sleep... !!
So much of it, I need so much sleep !
Why do I need sleep ?
Am I a drug addict? or a sleep addict? or plain Lazy ?
Why is it sometimes I wish I had a week long break, with no parents home ; so I could sleep and watch ' Two and a half men ' and not be bugged to have dinner or wake up to study ?
Why is it that those exams, that are probably gonna decide my future are seeming so  useless and irritating for the moment?
Was I up to some crap ? I was...defintely was up to nuisence >>>Not studying ehh!!
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My face looks so pigg-ish...tired with bags under my eyes.
My hair all flowy and zesty....
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and I...err...fat yet not insane.
I miss him, I miss life itself...maybe i'm prone to depression but for now, after yesterday morning...after everything...I miss so much and I don't have that gut to ask for it...probably i'd rather wait !!
*sigh*