Sometimes I wish,I was dead and then became spirit. I wish I knew how to stop dreaming, I wish I could seal myself in millions of layers of non premable liquid and stay there . I wish I could freeze and never come back to life. I wish I had shoulder to weep upon, I wish I was the regular friend, the regular girlfriend, the regular good daughter, the happy regular... !
I wish I didn't have to hug walls and pillows to cry, I wish someone understood me that after all- I wasn't a to do list job, I wasnt an option over another person, I wasn't a peice of crap ...I was a female with a heart and I deserved to be happy too. Why is it so difficult to comprehend ?
Just why ?
I wish I didn't have to hug walls and pillows to cry, I wish someone understood me that after all- I wasn't a to do list job, I wasnt an option over another person, I wasn't a peice of crap ...I was a female with a heart and I deserved to be happy too. Why is it so difficult to comprehend ?
Just why ?
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