I've committed a sin, another grave sin. Another act of particular stupidity. now I was going to punish that one hell of an idiot bitch who dared to go against the rules time and again. 'His' Rules !
I'm going to go 'fasting without water' till i learn to stop repeating mistakes. ...stop my nuisance and punish myself harshly .
Yet....
what do I do when Im worried, super fenzy?
when I know things that are as scary enough, shall i sit down without an expression? 25000 miles away!
How do i do that?
I must pray more, trust my faith, my inner voice more often .
Probably the punishment doesnt stop, my throat burns already, my hands shaky already....yet I shall learn to not do a few things while I fast .
Probably I need to cleanse my system.
*screams* Bitch look at urself in the mirror and say u are a mistake, a brutality to mankind...and shall remain till ur alive !
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the Upsetter >
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Abstain Now !
I'm going to go 'fasting without water' till i learn to stop repeating mistakes. ...stop my nuisance and punish myself harshly .
Yet....
what do I do when Im worried, super fenzy?
when I know things that are as scary enough, shall i sit down without an expression? 25000 miles away!
How do i do that?
I must pray more, trust my faith, my inner voice more often .
Probably the punishment doesnt stop, my throat burns already, my hands shaky already....yet I shall learn to not do a few things while I fast .
Probably I need to cleanse my system.
*screams* Bitch look at urself in the mirror and say u are a mistake, a brutality to mankind...and shall remain till ur alive !
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the Upsetter >
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Abstain Now !
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